Friday, September 30, 2005

i forgot about it... here it is..

horoscope for de day: A casual interest develops into something else entirely when you see it in a whole new light. If this happens to be a person, a lighthearted relationship could take a turn and become far more intense and meaningful. If this is a matter related to work or a creative project, you'll immerse yourself with whole-hearted fervor into the topic at hand. Your intense focus will open a brand-new avenue of expression that you didn't know was possible.

hmm... ok... if it's a person.. i wonder who?? hmm... ok nvm...

pls pls pls... tmr who can study with me ay mp lib... pls pls pls... sms me ar.. heh thanks :)

me_________`e-leen *
9:54 PM



i can't colour my post... i can't even click on de "colour" icon... eeyer... nvm..

hmm... ele asked me go lib study today... quite effectively.. budden... de group of KC gals beside us... kept borrowing stuffs from ME... 1st a marker.. den an eraser... and they hogged it for damn long man...


ok ya.. den i went off at 6.. meet eliz at tm.. eat dinner.. though i din eat.. my throat hurts... and i have cough and flu... all 3 of us have... [me ele abby]... we were "sniffing" away in de lib... haha... *sniffs*

ya... nothin much... heh..

oh ya.. during geog today... we played something like hangman... except dats it's spoken... and u have to give 3 hints... and de topic is animal.. damn funny man...

me: wads slimy, has 4 legs and a tail?
shirin: fish?
me: FOUR LEGS LAR!!
shirin: err.. de animal btw tadpole and a frog?
me: -.-'''
abby: snake!!
me: FOUR LEGS!!.. urgh..
abby: i know... POLAR BEAR!!
*me and shirin burst out in laughter*
me: polar bear?? is not slimy.. and doesn't have a tail...
abby: turtle without shell??
me: LOL?

next shirin's turn...
shirin: lives under water, cold-blooded..
abby: *butts in* i know... WHALE..
me: whale is mammal tau...
abby: *innocently* but underwater... den it's cold wad..
me and shirin: SIGH.
me: ok wads de 3rd hint?
*shirin said something.. i forgot wad...*
abby: POLAR BEAR!!
me: ??? LOL?
abby: it's cold wad..
me and shirin: DOUBLE SIGH

ya.. and alot more.. damn funny... abby la... lolx... den they still couldn't guess my 1st one... till after skool...
abby takin out her sweets.. still pondering.. caitlin saw de sweets... so did zakiah... from far..

caitlin: i wan sweet!!
abby: ok u guess this correct i give u.. wad has... [quotes]
zakiah: *moves in* salamander
me: *SHOCKED* GASP!!! *backs away from de group coverin my mouth* PRO!!
abby: huh really?
zakiah: can i have my sweet now??

lolx... some ppl will do anythin for a sweet... haha...

ok.. who wans to go study with me tmr??? must sms me... by tonight or tmr mornin 8-9am... thanks... though i most probably won't wake up den... but ya... :)

going marine parade lib to mug.. mp lib is de best man... but i got no more money for coffee.. boohoo... and de caffe mocha's so nice... haha... ok buaiz... sms me ok??

me_________`e-leen *
9:29 PM

Thursday, September 29, 2005

weee... din go skool today... reason... err... dats for me to know and to find out... lolx.. :p... boredom... wanted to study but dunno who to go study with... zZzz... abby's studyin with jake... zZzz... she said fang and ah sap said if wanna study can find them... i'm like, " LOL?" haha ya.. fang so noisy... den ah sap will be busy playing POKEMON oso... haha... how to study huh? opps... :x... say too much... later they wack me... :p...


horoscope for de day: Feel like you're always, but always scrambling to catch up? Well, that's because you are! It's time to take stock of what your procrastination is doing to your life. What's to gain by always missing deadlines and playing a constant game of catch-up? If the answer is nothing good, then it's time to stop running so fast just to stay in place, and to figure out ways to get your life running on a more even keel.


wa my horoscope getting chimmer and chimmer by de day... er ok i think it's hintin me about my Os... haha... ok i shall try to slack less... i hope i can... :p hehe...


aiya was about to study den my mom asked me to do chores... see la? stay at home so much distraction sia... cannot study... eeyer.. and it's too late to ask anyone out to study liao oso... 3.30pm liao... forget it.. after this post i shall go pia... but kinda hard... my bro's watchin tv outside... how to concentrate?? and my table is like, " WAD TABLE?" for those who have seen de pic of my room... ya... maybe i should go to de macs at tamps mart... but cannot la.. i'll start eating insteaD..


haha... nvm... i shall study on my sis [older] 's table... she's overseas for 2/3 weeks.. so ya... do u think i'll miss her? lolx... nah~ normally she's hardly home anyway... hahah... or she normally come home after i'm aslp.. so ya... she called ytd.. just to tell me something.. a lizard dropped on her.. -.- i'm like... "you damn bo liao lar.. you alot of money issit?? call long-dist call just to say this... " den she said... "aiya hostel phone... 10cents only... ok... bye.. " .................. no comments... haha... i asked her to buy alot of good food back.. :p hehe...


ok i go study geog now... buaiz... or maybe e-maths...

me_________`e-leen *
3:23 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005

wheee~ had block periods today... kinda boring.. zZzz.. den after skool went pasta mania with geraldine.. she treat me for my birthday... yupps.. de food was damn slow... we waited for like... 20 mins.. and finished de food within 15 mins... hehehe...

ya ah sap... u damn funny... btw de time u replied to ask me enjoy my lunch... I HAD FINISHED IT LIAO... toot.... dumbo... hahaha...

ya.. ok den went lib study... josh is so noisy... keepin accusin us of smugglin food and drinks in... den next moment u see them with cups of starbucks coffee... lolx... irony of it all... HAIYO... oh btw... it's joshua GOH... yupps... i must ALWAYS emphasize dat... cuz got spy in my blog... LOL...

ya... den after dat we went home... took 31... on de way to de bus stop... me and josh... "quarreling.." den abby's like.. "ok gals... stop fighting.." AND JOSH SAID SOMETHING FUNNY.... he said, " GUYS STOP INTERRUPTING GALS!!" ... hahaha... when we pointed it out to him he's like... "no lorh..." *pause for a few secs*... " OK FINE!" ... lolx.... dats damn funny...


ya... nothing much for today... was just studyin in mp lib..


horoscope for de day: Isn't it time you connected with some people who want to change the world as much as you do? Eclectic, creative types like yourself thrive when they're surrounded by similar mental and emotional energy, so look for ways to hook up with others who have the same kind of altruistic impulses that you do. The stars definitely say that being grounded in some satisfying group interaction is exactly what you need at this time.

die... but i dunno anyone who's as crazy as me... hehehe... hmm... ok.. who's like me?? er... nvm... haha.. I'M ONE OF A KIND... :)

ok... i think my mom's gonna explode... tata.. <----- lolx... reminds me of muy.. *winks*

me_________`e-leen *
8:25 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

I FOUND JOSHUA!! wahahah yay... actually it's "Chrno Crusage" bk 3.. but ya... hehehe... BEAT DAT SHIRIN!! lolx.... wahahahaa....

yay... was going to tm/cs for lunch.. den going up to Comics Connections... den saw.... ASAPH... eeyer.. suay lar... haaha... bad luck for de rest of de day... =p...

ok ya... nothin much today... just wanna haolian to shirin dat i found JOSHUA... hehehe... =p


horoscope for de day: Some bolts from the blue early on in the day might throw you for a loop, especially if they involve dormant emotions or a past situation you thought long resolved. Take your mind off of this by getting some perspective. Grab a friend and volunteer: Help at a soup kitchen, assist kids with their homework, or run errands for a senior citizen. Not only will you feel better, but it will put your problems in their place and give you a much-needed sense of perspective.

er.. k... ya... boring... sundays are always boring... to me at least... ciaoz

me_________`e-leen *
5:02 PM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

woke up early morning.. like 7 plus 8... go meet sion kor... den i meetin him at tamps mrt station... for de FIRST time.. hehe... den as i walked up de steps... and i saw his shoes... [he was standin behind de board thingy]... i know is him liao... wahaha... psychic.... :)...

den we went macs eat BIG breakfast... yay... hehe... sion ate hotcakes... AND HE POURED DE WHOLE erm... BOX OF HONEY ON HIS PANCAKEs..!! i'm like... "you sure tiok diabetes de.. " haha.. den he scold me, "ah.. shuddup la... " LOLX... funny ma...

den keep saying i'm condemned... i'm toot... hmph... bully me... lolx... haha... den i keepin sayin i'm slpy... den keep blaming him.. who asked him jio me out in de MORNING... haha... actually not his fault lar... he got work in de afternoon... den i asked him come ALL DE WAY TO TAMPS... from ANG MO KIO!!! lolx...

den after we ate we go tm and cs walk walk... but got practically nothing.. cuz so early den all shops not open yet... hehe... den we go arcade play play lorh... den he drive halfway - initial D - da sao called... den say she sick... no one at home... so kor says he have to rush there bring her to doc... and pang seh me lor... hahaha... lucky abby dun need fetch her bro to music class... so i went her house straight.. lolx..

ok... de rest is for me to know and u to find out... buaiz buaiz...

oh ya... sion owes me a BIG feast for pang seh-ing me... hehehe... =p...

LOL... steph did some tests are found de diff country names of ours... everything was "koped" from her blog... so ya.. haha.. it's damn funny...

-steph's hawaiian name is Kiana Oliana
-steph's french name is Vedette Chirac
-steph's jap name is Takara Askikaga
-steph's irish name is Ciara Boyle
-steph's brazilian name is Larissa Verga
-steph's porn star name is Sweetest Sin (sound like some cake shop!)
-steph's boobie name is Tweedledum and Tweedledee (hehe)
-steph's stripper name is Mystique

-alicia's french name is Sigourney de la Villeneuve (tts a helluva name)
-alicia's hawaiian name is Kaili Kalea
-alicia's jap name is Mariko Kajuji
-alicia's irish name is Jade Higgins
-alicia's brazilian name is Talita Fontana
-alicia's porn star name is Candy Coxx
-alicia's boobie name is Thelma and Louise
-alicia's stripper name is Scandal ( nt fair. so nice!)

-abby's hawaiian name is Alana Kane
-abby's french name is Oceane Benoist
-abby's jap name is Sakura Reizei
-abby's irish name is Maura Barry
-abby's brazilian name is Paola Pereira
-abby's porn star name is Spanky Bottoms (LMAO)
-abby's boobie name is Siegfried and Roy (HAHAHAHA)
-abby's stripper name is Cookie

-eileen's hawaiian name is Peni Keandra
-eileen's french name is Odette Bonin
-eileen's jap name is Maiko Tokudaiji
-eileen's irish name is Aislin O'Shea
-eileen's brazilian name is Adelita Peixe
-eileen's porn star name is Busty de Lusty (WHAHAHAHA)
-eileen's boobie name is Twin Peaks (LOL. I CANT STOP LAUGHING)
-eileen's stripper name is Rain

-lovelle's hawaiian name is Alani Anani
-lovelle's french name is Amandine St. Julien
-lovelle's jap name is Aoi Kuga-lovelle's irish name is Sinead Dunne
-lovelle's brazilian name is Nathalia Cabral
-lovelle's porn star name is Asslee Bendover
-lovelle's boobie name is Dixie and Daisy
-lovelle's stripper name is Ophelia

-muy's hawaiian name is Kane Iolana
-muy's french name is Questa Mercier
-muy's jap name is Yoko Ito
-muy's irish name is Fiona O'Callaghan
-muy's brazilian name is Ana Paula Lopes
-muy's porn star name is Auntie Tata (LOL LOL LOL WHAHAHA)
-muy's boobie name is The Bazoombas (LMFAO)
-muy's stripper name is Decadence -.-

horoscope for de day: Is it possible to expect the unexpected? Maybe not literally ... but it is absolutely necessary to keep your mind, heart and soul open to all the wonderful possibilities that are about to come your way. Most importantly, don't get bogged down in old, outmoded ideas of what things 'have' to be like or what you 'should' do. The stars are telling you it's time to explore your options and take a chance even when it scares you. Be bold.

heh... ok.. i've always been bold... i think? hehe... i'm Maiko tokudaiji!! hehe... start callin me dat... so cool!! =p

me_________`e-leen *
7:07 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

meet ele and abby at suntec.. we go town play play.. shop shop.. haha... de VS ppl pang seh us.. den we go arcade 1st... so funny lar... i'm still de best at de 3 ppl game :)...

den went bowlin at marina square while waiting for jinkai... abby and ele's pri skoo fren... wahahaha... i got improvement sia... from last time score 40++ [1st time play.] to now 73... lolx... still lousy lar i know.. but i'm gettin better wot... hehe... and den i only play a few times b4... like.. 3 times?? hehe... achievement for me lar.. ele so jian la... keep getting SPARE... ohhhh... i got a STRIKE k... wahaha.. so happy... =p...

den went to watch "The Myth"... quite nice leh.. hehe... not bad not bad... den chun chen came to meet us... cuz he and abby went open air movie - intial D - at Padang.. so we split after dinner... me ele and jinkai took bus 10 home... haha.. den talking about pri skool and stuffs... den i told them i east spring de... den jinkai suddenly ask me i know SZE HUAN not... i freaked out sia..

i'm like.. "huh u know him ar" den jinkai is like, "ya tuition fren... " me: "omg... you suay sia... " LOL.. jk jk... but ya... world so small eh?... den jinkai is VS de ma.. so... i asked him... and yes... he know nab [sec 1-2 classmate] he know mason.... he know asyraf... woooh.. SUPER TINY SINGAPORE.... den... shao fang boarded de bus... DEN... nab's bro nicky boarded de bus... OMG!! why singapore so small?? hahaha

den we use jinkai's phone call huan... den i took de phone

huan: hello?
me: hello?
huan: who are you?
me: who are YOU? [tryin not to laugh]
huan: do i know you?
me: oh i'm MONKEY KOH's fren

den i faster past de phone back to jinkai... lolx... SO FUNNY MAN... ya... and jinkai is abby's pri skool fren... and i'm huan's pri skool fren... and jinkai and huan tuition frens.. and me and abby best frens... and abby and huan mei-kor... LOL... wow cool links... hehe..

so cool right... but i go out with them more like tao nan outin for them.. LOL... i'm de odd-one out... boohoo.. heheh

btw steph.. it's not i plan de oso.. is ele ask me out one.. den i cannot ask u ma... cuz is she invite me one ma... haha sorry la... =p.. ya and it's NOt pumpkin k... and who's de funny and hilarous person who asked if hannah's chio?? LOL... omg... funny dude..

ok... exciting day sia... tmr shall mug mug mug.. <----- learn from other crazy ppl one..

me_________`e-leen *
9:43 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

omg.. i can't believe it.. 1st... VS guys start crappin on my taggy... eeyer... how downright immature is dat lorhz... den now got PASIR RIS SEC guys on my tag... eeyers...

i know u all lorhz... `ah yuan `asaph `fang... masterminds!!! evil pigs!!! omg... do this to my taggy lar... IMMATURE... and chris... dun insist u are mature... u are NOT .. and u NEVER will be... haiz... pathetic... even if u are mature.. only cuz you are a GAL... since only GALS are mature... bleah~

anyways.. today went to play bb... even though it was drizzling.. but we still play... so fun.. haha... den everyone was wet lar... haha.. and i mean VERY wet... play until like... 3+... `alvan `elvis `ah ben `jerome came... den we played 5 on 4... all against dunman sec... den zheng an and bernadette came at about 4+... den become 6 on 5.. all against dunman sec.. quite fun lar.. hehe..

den after this round... we actually wanted to play again.. but de guys started without us.. hmph... major MCPs... no... is H.C.Ps... homo.C.Ps... bleah~ den we play next round purposely only we gals play... we dun let them play... heh.. who asked them..

eeyer... play so long in de rain.. i wondered if abby and ele will get sick not.. lolx.. afterall.. i'm STRONGER than themm... :p hehe... i just feel very slpy now.. *yawn* tmr meet ele and abby... go town... and with... [eeyers..] de VS ppl.. EEYERS...

horoscope for de day: Be on the lookout for schedule overload. It may be tough, especially since so many great opportunities are coming your way, but remember that you can't take advantage of any of them if you're passed out from exhaustion or going nuts from stress. Pay very, very close attention to financial discussions and changes on the job, and you could have a very definite idea of how to capitalize on all this movement and change

eeyers.. so chim... and i'm not working yet anyway... hmm... but shall keep a look-out... hehe..

AHHHHH~ i'm going nuts.. i wan my MSN back.. eeyers... cannot talk to alot of ppl... `rudy `jerome `wai kiang `sion `zheng cong `chen zhong etc etc... alot alot of ppl... eeyers... stupid com... but at least can use blogger and friendster la... hehe.. though friendster like abit spoil de.. haiz..

me_________`e-leen *
7:02 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

had geog paper 1 [mcq] today... hehe... quite ok lar.. had like 30 mins left somemore... :p... hehehe... den after de paper go eat BIG breakfast... yay!! my favourite... :).. den muy lan says she dun dare talk to me cuz of my last post... says i got moodswing den very scary... LOL...

den went back to skool for bio practical at 12.30.. paper starts at 2.. but have to report at 12.30.. eeyers... den de stupid practical... made everyone's finger yellow.. haha... and de stain will probably last for a few days... i'm lucky.. my stains not dat bad... heh... so if u go out and u see gals with yellow fingers... you'll know they are from tkgs, sec 4s and take bio... heh..

anyway... horoscope for today: Someone who wasn't even a blip on your radar before may be triggering a very intense flood of interest. Who knew that they had so many hidden talents, and that they would mesh so well with your strengths and weaknesses? Follow up on this chemistry and make a point of telling this person that you think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship. Casual collaboration could turn into something a whole lot more profound, if you want it to.

er... i think i know wad it means... and it's kinda... KINDA true oso... hmm.. hehe... dunno lar... asaph is irritaing... lolx... and he says he msged up to 2000 last month sia!! wth... crazy idiot.. :p lucky he dun see this.. hehe...

eeyers... i wanna meet sion... but he stay soooooo far... AMK leh.. omg.. haha... dunno lar... see how ba... maybe this fri ask him come... :p... all de way to tamps... hehe... wee... tmr last paper... yay yay... :)

me_________`e-leen *
6:15 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005



me_________`e-leen *
9:29 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

irritating ppl keep askin me to update... lolx..

hmm let's see. went to ah ma's house ytd [18 sept - sunday] mooncake festival ma... so fun... play and burn candles.. haha... den when alan came at 8+ 9.. play bb until 10 plus... with this guy and his fren... hmm ya..

today.. i think i screwed up chem paper... jia liat.. hahaha... den when 450 bb court... saw damien and his frens... playin there oso... stupid zheng an and timothy they all.. made us wait 1 and a half hrs... ALWAYS liddat know those guys... cannot stand them.. urgh~

hmm... oh den de guy whom me and alan played with dat night oso came.. hahah... so "qiao"... :) bleah... den play half way.. got alot of ah bengs.. all diff skools de.. turned out dat damien's frens got tai ji... and settle here settle there.... haiz... GUYS... every little thing must use fists liao... TYPICAL... hopeless lar.. even zheng an tim and alvan oso always liddat... but dats cuz they are CHILDISH.. hahax...

sigh... josh and chris just won't admit they are childish too... ain't all guys?? hahaha... unless you not guy... OHHH... no wonder they insist they are mature... afterall only GALS are... :) ... one point for de gals' team!!!! wooooh!!

eeyer... i missed my msn... bloody com... why cannot go online?? urgh!! haiz.. i dunno wad else to say liao.. hmm... oh ya... tmr i got no skool... anyone free?? jio me out? hahahaha.. :p...

me_________`e-leen *
7:43 PM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

e-maths paper... one word: DIE!! ok de paper finished at 10.30 lar... so me and abby went eat at kfc with *amirah *farahin *mas *nash *jirah *qix *jannah.... haha... den you see everyone shiverin... kfc freakin cold lar... heh...

after we eat... me and abby went to bb court... hm... xiao mei and zheng an havin relationships prob... haiz... but mei dun wanna tell us anything.. and i found out all her troubles... hmm... tmr i shall see if my experiment can work.. :) but it's abit... painful... ow... but dat a bit of pain is worth it if she knows her mistake and stop wad she's been doing all de time.. :) hopefully i can "council" her tmr... haiz... dats means we have to go bb court again... :p abby won't be happy... but i'm going tmr no matter wad... in fact i MUST go tmr... or i dunno when i'll get to see mei again...

tmr meeting zheng cong... heh... he passin me my BIRTHDAY PREZZIE.... yay!! hahas.. omg... tmr's science practical... 8.30 to 9.30... den.... LOCK-IN FOR 4 HOURS... wth.... zZzz... wasting my precious time only... shit man.. hehe.... shall bring my fluffy pillow and lots of food tmr.... heeex...

ahhh... actually i quite scared tmr... to put my plan into use... wad if.. xiao mei dun "fall" for it... urgh... i hope it works... haiz... i think there's a 75% chance of it workin... i hope...

today at tm... saw "BOB" and some of his frens... they going up.. we going down... i purposely refused to look at him... den abby told me he pointing at me... to his frens... i'm like, "really? so?" haha... heck care him... it's too late le...

den after bb... went dinner with fang at macs... saw "bob" again... haha... but this time i damn shuang... cuz i'm with fang... den he kept lookin at us... :p loser... shuang kuai.... heh... oh... and fang is DETERMINED i'll see ah josh again.... HAHA... dun have too bad... it's not fate k... just COINCIDENCE... not FATE... bleah Xp.... fang so gross... he's becoming like fang shuai... he mixed my chilli with mayo!!! omg.... gross lar... hahaha... den both of us refused to touch dat... urgh... mixture.... bleah... den half way when we are eating... someone sticked his face at de glass.... MERVIN... haha.. dumbo...

hmm... i think timothy's angry with me... cuz i'm angry with him... at 1st when we go... he's like... sort of dao-ing me... until after bb... den got talk more... hmm... dunno wads his problem lar... sec 3s... IMMATURE... wait... ALL GUYS ARE ANYWAY.... heh... it's de truth... they only probably mature after jc/poly... MAYBE... haha..

today is a SHUANG day... heh....

me_________`e-leen *
9:00 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

yay... i'm finally 16 le... hahahax... got geog and bio prelims paper sia... die le lar... went to tamps kfc find fang... and he gave me prezzie.. den... "accept", ah yuan, ah jik, ah john oso there... haha... but i only know ah yuan and "accept" lar... den went to CS cuz abby wanna buy her takoyaki balls.... and she bought a chocolate cake for me at Sweet Secret... so cute de cake... got chocolate star de... haha

den we went to food culture to find disposable spoons so i can eat my cake later... went in and saw...... AH JOSH.... dammit... stupid abby started laughin like siao... den fang oso.... grrr... ah ting there oso larh... den on de way down saw.... ah ben.... think so larh... cuz look very familar ma.... hahax... den stupid fang start with his "fate with ah josh" crap... AGAIN... sssssmack him ar...... den went to take 293 to basketball court... cuz timothy dat day ask me go... must be wanna saboh me... -.- ah john took de bus with us... so de whole bus ride we just talked.... haha... reached bb court le... but like no one there at 1st... only jeffery there... sho sian... called alvan and zheng an... say coming but took like forever to come lar... so fang and jeff played with these two guys 1st... haha... den abby was shouting so loudly dat it's my birthday today... one guy suddenly asked,
guy: who's birthday?
fang: *points at me* her lorh.. me: thanks
fang: today his birthday oso leh..
me: oh really?? cool... happy birthday to you too..
guy: haha thanks...

cool... finally found someone same birthday as me... :) so fun!!

when they finally came... [zheng an with xiang ru mei and her fren..] abby took out de cake... BIG MISTAKE... i got SMEARED... with chocolate mousse all over my thighs... and my hands and face... hahaha... but i made sure everyone gets abit of my "decorations"... before searching aimlessly for a tap to wash off de cake... -.- so slimy ewww....

by de time me and abby returned to de bb court... suddenly got alot of ppl liao... den bernadette oso there... shouting like mad... cuz she called me... but i left my phone in my bag at de court there when i go find tap... hahaha... den just when everyone wanted to play bb.... it's started to rain.... kaoxx.... stupid rain so heavy somemore... den dunno wad happen alvan suddenly angry den buay song with zheng an... they at de void deck opposite... den we [me, abby and bernadette] kept lookin there to make sure they dun fight...

after a while me and bernadette sensed somethin wrong... we ran over to de other side... i asked fang dun let abby go cuz rainin heavily and she got papers tmr... but when we go over i think alvan zao liao... den i shouted at zheng an not to fight... haiz... those two childish sec 3s.. need me to "take care" them den can... hahaha...

rain smaller abit... den everyone left lor... so i stay for wad?? so i left oso lorh... half way while waiting for bus... suddenly got downpour again... dammit... den i have to cross two roads to get home... by de time i reached home totally wet liao... kaoxx....

haha... fri and today so fun.. celebrated my b-day... funny thing is though timothy is de one who asked me go bb court him himself nv go... lolx... and oh ya... thanks fang for de prezzie... :)

special thanks to: ABIGAIL LAM... cuz she thinks i nv thank her... ok.. thanks abby... for pei-ing me on fri AND today... thanks abby for de prezzie... erm... thanks... FOR DE CAKE.... lolx... oh... thanks to fang xiang too.... he oso pei wo for both days... erm...

thanks to these ppl who msged me: `timothy `jerome `huan `damien `accept [using fang's phone... lolx] `cheryl `huiling [who msged me at 12am EXACTLY..] :) thanks peeps!!

me_________`e-leen *
7:02 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

09 sept [friday] - went out with bball frens and pri skool frens to have an early birthday celebration.... HAIZ.........

basketball frens: `bernadette `zheng an `alvan `timothy `fang xiang `jun wei


pri skool frens: `jerome `chris `damien `huan `eliz


these are ppl who are supposed to turn up... in de end.... only tim and fang did for bb frens... and damien chris huan only came to meet me at 5 plus when we arranged to meet for bb at ELEVEN IN DE MORNIN....

from 11 onwards.... there's only abby me tim fang xiang scott and mervin... it's mervin's b-day dat that... so we were also celebrating his b-day... supposed to play bb.... but we din play... cuz.... alvan came... and tim only came cuz alvan did.... to settle something with hm... but.. at least tim got continued to pei wo till after movie... alvan left at 12.... pang seh me to go out with gf.... sigh...

den zheng an came awhile... with gf... den say cannot pei wo... cuz he pei gf... sigh.... not say i'm blaming his gf... his gf very nice... on dat day itself... became my mei le... haha... but he supposed to pei wo right?? afterall it's MY birthday celebration.... alvan also promised to pei wo... PROMISED.... but in de end..........

haiz.. den zheng an left with xiao mei... say come meet us later.... so de rest of us went to play pool... play for about one to two hours liddat... went to find zheng an and xiao mei at arcade...
den mervin went off for his exams... LOL... pool before exams... haiyo... terrible... den left for tm to watch movie... waited for so long for huan they all to reach.... sigh... den at 1st tim wanna pang seh me oso... maybe cuz i suddenly very depressed dats y he decided to stay...

halfway thru de "depression" ..... LOL...... saw ah josh.... and u see me abby fang.... LOL.... just going crazy all over de place.... hmph... fang's fault... with his.."me and josh very fated" crap.... yea yea... rubbish...

anyway... we watched "Cave"... i sat besides tim... he damn funny lar... i was KINDA scared... so he kept coverin my eyes... -.- but de parts he covered were de NOT scary part... haha... stupid... den abby sat de other side beside him... so both our legs were up and leanin on de seat... after de movie tim is like.... " de whole movie i scared u two de legs kick me sia..." LOL...

after movie scott and tim left... so only left me.abby.fang.damien.huan.chris..... went to eat Pasta Mania... :D... my favourite... den dam and chris wanted to play LAN at 1st.. so we all went to PAVILLION... lol.... and me and abby went to find "ah ben".... turned out dat fang found his "ah ben"... and joshua ang was there too... me and abby wanted to see fang's "ah ben" and wad he looked like... but cuz joshua ang was there too... we were TURNED OFF... LOL

they din play LAN afterall... cuz too many ppl haha... so we went home...

haiz... supposed to play bb.... but cuz my frens din turn up for bb... and cuz alvan and zheng an din turn up oso... even if we play... PLAY WITH WHO? there' only like me tim scott abby and mervin at de court.... HAIZ.... poor me...

and timothy has EVIL intentions... asked me go bb court on MONDAY... my actual birthday... no way... haha... gals got no BIRTHDAY BASH.... erm... RIGHT?? lolx... evil.... grrr...

xiao mei so nice... give me presents on de spot... and i just met her dat day oso... aww :)

OH YA... de whole day everyone WHISPHERING stuffs... and no one wanna let me know... HMPH....


hmmm... had fun de whole day.... but yet...... aw nvm... there are some things dats not meant to be said here...

me_________`e-leen *
8:46 AM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

i got my com back le!!! but msn still not working.... WHY?!?!?! urgh~ msn is like my LIFE larh... dammit... stupid com... den maple oso cannot play.... hahaha... anyway... today went studying with abby.... den fang and "asap" came to meet us... lolx..i have no idea how to spell his name....
den got this really really cute malay boy and his mom and dad... so cute... abby accused me of seducing him.... lolx... i think he's attracting to me lorh... hahaha... asap damn terrible... kept playing "POKEMON" on his N-gage.... haiyo... how can right... when we ALL studying... sheesh....

hmmm.... studied till about 1+.. some pasir ris secs gals came and sat on de table beside us... fang said they are de "ah clan" one oso... but he FORGOT de names... omg... how terrible... lolx... and SURPRISINGLY... ah josh came... hmph... shuddup u two.... nonsense only... den stop studying at 2... den fang left... and we went to meet debbie -.- .... haha... cuz abby and debbie buying present for another debbie... debbie ng... not dat i know her.... and they decided to buy her BIKINI.... hahhaa.... so i chose for them... cuz.. haiz... u know them lar... my fashion taste better.... DUH~! lolx.. den when we going up de escalator to de second floor of CS we saw timothy zheng an and this other guy... den i called zheng an... asked him where he going... den found out he got into some trouble or another AGAIN..... HAI~ guys... must fight den happy... i purposely waited with them... for de "PERSON" who called him... to meet at tp mac at 3... but de "PERSON" din turn up... so ya....

hmmm... tmr going out with my frens to celebrate my b-day.... but... haiz... think like EVERYONE cannot make it... so sad right.... forget it larh... no one cares anyway.... hmph... but if it's like abby... probably all her frens will come... obviously lar... she's more POPULAR den me... oh my... i'm think i sound jealous... hahahaha.... nvm.... wad i mean was... her frens are nicer to her den my frens are to me... yea.... haha.... sheesh.... i wan my msn back!!! urgh!

me_________`e-leen *
6:35 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

31 august... went back east spring pri for "reunion"... hmmm.. somehow this yr de malays decided to go back... went back with `huan `damien `chris `leonard `glen `rudy `asyraf `nizham `haiqal `saiful `taufiq `and erm... 4 malays gals whom 2 i have forgotten de name... hehe sorry?? all de malays guys change so much lar... except asy.... hahhaa.... taufiq changed SO MUCH we couldn't recognise him.... haha... changed from blur blur toot toot wear specs guy to a shuai shuai hair spike wear contacts malays... woooh.... den rudy oso become more shuai.. haha... i think among de guys.. as in both chi and malays... taufiq and rudy like de most shuai ones lor...

haha anyway... went to play bb with de 3 chi guys and taufiq... so fun... haha.. den went macs for dinner.. though only like me and huan eating... den de rest kept cracking jokes about me and huan ... stupid idiots

went to mp lib with abby after e-maths and ss prelims paper... die lar...

anyway... ele went with us to get some stuffs from her fren.... and josh was there with them... so they started torturing this poor boy.... evil ppl... anyway... there was this really funny letters... "written" by this guy... hahaha...


The confession letter.

dearest XXX,
hello darling! =) i am sure we are both going through a particularly difficult perid in our lives.
the prlims are menancingly looming around the corner.
but knowing you intimately, i have no doubts that you would breeze through it and ultimately find a place in VJC - ultimately beside me.
despite the fact that i know you for like half a year,
the thought of a future without you with me, by my side, every step along the way is unimaginable.
in my heart, you have enslaved my emotions and blinded my senses.
your eyes, that sweet lingering smile, the warmth of your hair & most importantly;
the unexplainable aura of happiness that i sense near you has brightened up my life.
here i am... a guy, standing right before you, asking you to love him...

lets take a walk together,
near the ocean shore
hand in hand, you and i
lets cherish every moment,
we have been given
the time is passing bythe world is always changing,
nothing stays the same
my love will stand the test-time.
the next life what we live in,
remains to be seen
would you be by my side?
~cherish the love~

The rejection letter.

To YYY,hi brother!
prelims are alright.
you are going to VJC? alright i shall go to TJC then!
even though we have known each other for half a year, you will always be my BRUDDER!
i do not have ANY feelings for you!
sorry brother!
i will never, i repeat never, i repeat never ever, i repeat never ever ever fall for you
i'm sorry to reject you.
but somehow i feel that it is the best for the both of us.
think about it, i have so many SHUAI GES jioing me,
so ya, pls understand.
i'm too pretty & i can't give up the whole forest for one tiny willow.
so please dun wait for me anymore.

lets NOT take a walk together,
near the rubbish dump
leg in leg,
you and someone else [not me!]
let's NOT cherish the moment
we [wad we?] have been given
the time is passing bythe world is always changing [DUH!]
nothing stays the same [hmmm, who should i go out with tmr?]
my love [for others, not you!]
will stand the test time
the next life that we are born in
remains to be seen
NO, i won't be by your side

~cherish the bruddership~

The sad letter.

dear XXX,
i read your reply with much dismay,
the more i carried on reading,
the more my heart bled. dismay filled me.
red eyes greeted the last few lines.
despite the reassurance that i am your brother,
it just pains me to leave out relationship at such a stage. yet, i am hopeful,
optimistic that one day,
you may just feel the same way about me.
but reality steps in and i am surrounded by darkness.
loss within my torn soul,
the emptiness inside of me is a void that no other girl can fill.
yes i have lost. i played & lost the game of love.
i may not be good-looking or rich,
but i have you one thing, Love.
maybe it was wrong of me to even fall in love with you.
sin i term it. but despite my bitterness,
i shall force a smile & hope that you find your stout oak.
i might not wait for you,
but i know that i will never regret all the times i spent with you.
yours dearly,
YYY

me_________`e-leen *
4:33 PM

.eileen.KYLE.
.7teen.
.temasek polytechnic.
.interior architecture and design.